The Bay Window.
I am standing behind a large sandstone wall which incorporates a number of large bay windows. The location is in some semi arid scrubland. There is some greenery. I am with an elderly woman. The wall looks like the remains of a gothic ruin but the glass in the window is new. I am standing uphill behind the window. Standing behind the bay window feels very safe. The elderly woman promised to give me a blow job if I followed her to this place. The End
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Dream notes and associations
Interesting that this dream has the promise of sex but the dream ends before that happens. I am wondering if this is emergent phenomenon following our recent session on the mistress. Interesting that it is an elderly woman offering me sex. She was about 70s, 80s. Interesting that I felt safe standing behind the window even though I am not surrounded by the wall. Feeling safe behind the window reminds me of the 2nd rape dream where I felt safe standing between 2 large sandstone blocks, when I witnessed a man raping another man. Also making a comparison between receiving a morning blow job in the dog and pup dream but not comfortable about it being televised throughout the ship, and this current dream, where, I presume, I will be receiving a blow job from behind the window, and it could be witnessed by anyone standing in front of the window, and I am feeling safe. There is no one else present in this dream, just me and the old woman.
My feelings throughout the dream and on awakening
I felt safe. It did not feel erotic
Hi Lindsay, themes of safety have been prominent for you of late. Interesting to note the glass in the window is new, as if these safety measures have recently surfaced. This dreams reminds me so much of the previous dream we worked where you were lying in bed in an ancient ruin.
That makes a lot of sense, in regards to my counselling sessions with Lara. She is suggesting an entirely different approach to dealing with my teenage dilemmas.
I think that was the dream where I was lying in bed in a classical garden. It wasn’t a ruin but your comment is still correct. I think in that dream the frame of the cottage was providing me with security even though it had no walls or doors.
That has also reminded me of another dream I reported to you back in an email, dated Wednesday 30th December 2015, subject matter; ‘you analyse my pinetum dream in a dream’ There is a reference to you and I and a medieval castle which I think is relevant to this dream. I also mentioned, in that email, that I have ordered a copy of Robert Johnson’s ‘Inner Work’. I recently found that book, at the bottom of a pile of other stuff, that I was clearing out, and I have started to reread it again.
I am curious to know more about this old woman. Who is she? Why did she lure me to that place, with a promise of a blow job?
Forgot to mention; in regard to Lara and a new approach. An important part of this new approach is to make 14 year old Lindsay feel safe on this new journey that we will be embarking on.
Good to hear that 14 year old Lindsay is being look after. Hmmm, I’m wondering whether the old woman is connected to the Chinese woman in ‘The Mistress’.
Hmm, that’s interesting. I think we should look into this one. Let me know what times you have available next week.